So I haven't really been upset about anything lately. We moved nearly two weeks ago and so my focus has been on the move and the packing and unpacking. While I would hate to say I don't think about my son, which isn't the case he crosses my mind most of the day, I just haven't been upset or sad at all. I try to reserve my anger for what is going on in my life that I have some type of control over or for the 'Why' of how I got here.
I recently found out that my son's father thought it would be a great idea to ask out my BEST friend shortly after I left him. Apparently she kept it from me because we were friends for a long while after him and I were done but that didn't stop him, while at the same time trying to DESPERATELY get back with me. Now I thought I would be angry but I was wrong, I mean it was a bit confusing to me when I initially heard it but honestly she kept it from me because she was trying to protect me which I understand. Its not her fault he is a dirt bag.
I wish he read my blog to be honest. I would hate for all this I say to go on deaf ears but I am to a point where I want NOTHING to do with him ever. I know that my son's parents will eventually ask for his contact info, though I am certain this is YEARS down the line, so I mean I know HOW to get a hold of him IF I had too but luckily I don't which is a relief to me because he makes me really uncomfortable. I found the man I will be with for life and I am happy in that. I can't ask for more.
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