If you know me you know I have been struggling HARD CORE with the fact that my adoption has gone from open to closed without warning. If I were intrusive or insisted on them doing more I would have understood. The issue is I was still only requesting pics and an update on his birthday.
So I was reading on a birthmothers blog that this girl was angry over her adoption closing on her. She stated that parents who close adoptions on the bmoms are selfish and should go to hell. While I agree that they are selfish for closing the adoption I DO NOT agree that they should go to hell. Its a little harsh, No? Yeah it hurts me and really makes my life hard it doesn't mean that they didn't do what THEY thought was right for THEM at the time, which yes makes them selfish.
So yeah I am hurt and upset but thats it. Hopefully my adoption agency will get somewhere with the parents and will be able to help me close that chapter and then I will hopefully be able to move on knowing whats going on.
